The Violet Widow? (Shattered Heart #1) Page 11

  He pulls into the driveway of a really nice house. It’s a single story but looks like it’s been built recently. I hold him tightly as he turns off the bike and the noise of the engine dulls to silence. He kicks out the bike stand and puts his hand over mine and squeezes tightly while he looks back at me.

  “Home sweet home,” he says and I smile as he lets my hand go and I unwrap myself from around him and step off the bike.

  He follows behind me, holding me while he undoes the strap of my helmet, then leans in for a quick kiss. I smile as I remove the helmet and shake my head around to let my hair down. He takes my hand and leads me up a nice cobblestone pathway to his front door.

  “If at any time you want to run, just talk to me. I’ll take you home if you want to go,” he says turning and looking straight into my eyes.

  I smile nod. “I don’t want to run from you anymore, Rock.”

  “That’s good to know, but the offer is still there if you need it.”

  He turns away from me and puts the key into the front door. I notice a dog barking and it makes me smile. Of course, he has a dog. He loves animals. The door opens and a massive long-coated Golden Retriever wags its tail manically as soon as he sees Rock.

  “Hey boy,” he says patting him on the head.

  “Sorry, I should’ve asked. Are you okay with dogs?” he asks while he scratches the dog's head.

  “Yeah, but I pictured you as more of a Rotty or Doberman type. I’m a little shocked.”

  “Yeah, I wanted a dog and my baby sister Brigitte wanted to help me pick one from a shelter. When she saw Midas here, she fell in love with him. I tried to talk her out of it, but she wouldn’t budge. I had to have him or none at all.”

  “Why Midas?” I ask as we walk inside and he closes the door behind me.

  “He’s a Golden Retriever. Midas – gold, it just seemed to fit.”

  “Wow, that’s really original,” I tease and he pulls me to him.

  “Shut up.”

  I laugh and lean down to pat the gorgeous dog. His coat is so soft it makes me smile. I look around his house and it’s really very upmarket. I’m pretty sure he must have a shit load of money to have a place like this. It’s all open plan living and every room is immaculate. I love it instantly.

  “C’mon,” he says letting go of me and taking my hand. I follow him and he switches on the lights as we move through the house. We make our way to the kitchen with Midas following on happily behind.

  “You want coffee?” he asks flicking the switch to turn the kettle on and I actually laugh out loud. I shake my head slowly from side to side and walk up to him leaning my body against his. His lips turn up in a half-smile while I look into his eyes with that seductive look I am famous for.

  “I don’t want coffee, Rock,” I say almost in a whisper as I lean in and kiss his neck. He swallows hard and his arms wrap around my back pulling me tightly to him.

  “Then what do you want?” he asks as I continue to kiss his neck seductively while his hands caress my back.

  “You,” I reply and pull back looking at him.

  “Are you sure?” he asks raising an eyebrow like he thinks I’m about to freak out and run a mile.

  I nod my head. “I’ve never been surer of anything in my life. I want you, Rock. I wanna feel you inside of me,” I whisper against his lips.

  “Jesus,” he replies as I grind my hips into him. “I don’t think I could handle it if you ran afterward,” he says and I bite his bottom lip.

  “I’m not going to run. I promise. Now please, fuck me,” I say. He smiles and his lips crash to mine. His hands make their way to my arse and he pulls me up. My legs wrap around his waist and my arms around his neck, holding me to him. He starts to walk carrying me with him toward, what I’m guessing, is his bedroom. Our lips mould together as his tongue crashes against mine. My hands are running through his short hair while he carries me down the long hall. His cock is getting hard, I can feel it against my pussy which is only making my breathing quicken. I want him so badly it’s making my head fuzzy. He walks us through the doorway and before I know it I’m being flung from him and onto a really soft mattress. I giggle as I look up at him. It’s really dark in here, but I can see his outline standing above me and the sight of his broad masculine shoulders in that leather jacket is doing something wicked to my insides. He leans down and switches on the bedside lamp. I blink a few times adjusting to the brightness while he shrugs out of his jacket and then leans down to kiss me.

  My hands run through his hair pulling his mouth against mine. I move my hands down to the bottom of my top and try to pull it over my head when he pulls his lips from mine and stops me. I look at him raising an eyebrow and he smirks.

  “I wanna do that,” he answers my unspoken question.

  I smile and nod as he leans in and pulls my top off over my head leaving me in a black and purple lace bra. He exhales and moves his hand to his cock and rearranges himself in his pants. I laugh and he tilts his head with a smirk.

  “What? You make me hard! Is that a crime?”

  “Nope, I’m glad I make you hard. Hard as a rock! Rock hard, in fact,” I joke and he rolls his eyes.

  “How many times can you use my name in a sexual way?”

  I shrug. “I think that’s all I can come up with right now.”

  “Well baby, I’m about to rock your world,” he says making me throw my head back and giggle.

  “I can’t wait.”

  He pulls his shirt off over his head. The sight of his bare chest instantly makes my clit ache for him. His broad shoulders, those muscular arms and that amazing set of abs he has going on, which is all leading down to that ridiculous V pointing down to the very thing I want most right now – his cock. I lick my bottom lip as my breathing hitches. I gaze over his ink. He has a simple black tattoo that starts at his right collar bone and runs down his chest and around his pec, it then continues down the full length of his right arm, in swirling patterns. It takes my breath away. He grins at me as I look at his left rib cage, he has a tribal pattern running down the side of his body and it truly is a masterpiece. I shake my head slightly as my breath catches.

  “What?” he asks frowning at me.

  I shake my head. “No, nothing’s wrong. It’s just… you’re… you’re breathtaking.”

  “I’ve never been called that before,” he replies crawling over me forcing me to fall back onto the mattress.

  “Well, it’s true.”

  He leans in and kisses me while he works my body so I shuffle up onto the bed further. His body is leaning in against mine and the feeling of his chest against me is making me all hot and needy for him. His kiss is strong yet passionate and I already know my panties are soaking wet for him. No man has made me wet since Danny, and I haven’t had sex for over a year, so I’m not only a little nervous, but extremely excited.

  He moves his weight on top of me and I move my legs either side of him and wrap them around his arse pulling his groin into mine. I need the contact with him. I need to feel him.

  His tongue massages mine forcefully, but in a completely passionate way, like he wants to take his time with this. He pulls back and sits up on his knees in between my legs. My breathing is rushed, but I want to pleasure him, so I sit up abruptly and move my hands to undo his jeans. He chuckles and puts his hands over mine.

  “What are you doing?” he asks smiling at me.

  I raise my eyebrow and chuckle. “Seriously? I’m undoing your pants. What do you think I’m going to do?”

  “You want to give me a blowjob?”

  “I want to please you,” I say as I undo his button.

  He half-laughs and stops me from undoing his zipper.

  “What are you a virgin or something?” I ask feeling a little annoyed he won’t let me get his cock out to suck.

  He laughs and shakes his head. “No little firecracker, I’m not a virgin, but I want tonight to be all about you. You and your pleasure. Not mine. I want to make yo
u scream and I want my tongue inside you when you come. I want to make you want me so much that you’re begging me to fuck you, and when I am done, I want you to know that I’ve been there. I want you to ache for days, so every time you move you’re reminded of how much I rocked your world. I’m going to make you want to tell me your name and you will want to know mine, so next time you can scream it while I fuck you till you can’t breathe,” he whispers as he leans in to kiss my neck.

  I’m already panting. His words are making me giddy and I’m shaking with anticipation.

  “Fuck Rock, you know how to get a girl worked up.”

  His tongue glides from my collarbone up to just under my ear. I shiver as he bites on my earlobe. “You have no idea, baby,” he says and pulls back from me.

  I look into his multi-coloured eyes and my breathing hitches with the lust I can see screaming back at me. He runs his hands down my arms and then moves them around my back and unclips my bra. I bite my bottom lip.

  I’m nervous! I hope he likes what he sees.

  His eyes widen as the bra drops to the bed and his eyes glance over my supple breasts. He exhales and rearranges his cock in his pants again making me smirk. Leaning down, he takes a nipple into his mouth. I force my nipple in further while I arch my back. The feeling of his mouth sucking on my erect nipple is sending a shockwave straight to my clit. It’s throbbing so hard I want to touch myself to ease the ache. He pushes my body back to lay down on the mattress and he unbuttons my black pants and pulls them down slowly. I’m breathing so fast I feel dizzy. He takes hold of my panties as he runs past them with this thumbs and pulls them and my pants down in one swift motion, leaving me naked in front of him. I bite my bottom lip as he looks down at me with such lust I think he might explode if he doesn’t touch me soon.

  “Fuck you’re stunning,” he says while his hand moves from my neck, slowly gliding down the centre of my body, across my stomach and then down in between my legs. He cups my pussy with his hand making my back arch as I close my eyes and revel in his touch. “You’re so fucking beautiful, I can’t stand it,” he says as he slides a finger inside of me. I arch my back and moan at the feeling of being touched again. It’s been so long since anyone has caressed me in this way. It’s been even longer since someone has touched me and I’ve felt any sort of connection and I love every second. He moves in and out of me slowly grazing my front wall. I rest my head on the pillow enjoying the sensations washing over me. He stretches me by inserting another finger as he slowly works me up. I can feel myself relaxing at his touch while my body starts to react to his movements. I’m breathing faster and my heart is racing. He stands suddenly and pulls down his jeans freeing his hard cock. I look down at his length and open my eyes wide. He’s fucking huge, not just big, but huge. He takes his fingers from me and sucks on them, making me shudder with lust for him, not only from the feeling of his fingers leaving my body, but also at how sexy he made that look. I lick my bottom lip inadvertently while he takes his cock in his hand and tugs it slowly. I see a bead of moisture appear on the tip and I really want to lick it off so I can taste him.

  “Last chance to back out, baby,” he says looking me in the eyes.

  I smile and nod. “Fuck me, Rock.”

  He smiles and walks to the bedside table and pulls out a condom, ripping the packet with his teeth and rolling it onto his cock, pinching the end. As I watch him, I can’t help but tense up a little. It’s been so long and he is seriously massive, I have a feeling this may hurt a little. He watches me as he crawls on the bed hovering over the top of my body.

  “Don’t worry baby. I know I’m big. I’ll go slow… at the start anyway,” he says and then leans down kissing me passionately. I wrap my arms around his back while his full weight moves over me. The feeling of skin on skin is making me pant already.

  I love this feeling.

  His tongue massages mine as he positions himself right at my pussy. I wrap my legs around his waist and pull him toward me letting him know I’m ready. And, I am, so ready. The need I have for Rock is taking me close to the edge. I’ve wanted him from the moment I saw his multi-coloured eyes. So the fact that he’s mere millimeters away from being inside me has me internally pleading for him to fill me. His cock is hard against me and I move my hips slightly, causing his tip to slip inside. We both moan from the feeling through our kiss. I grasp onto his bare back and pull him closer making him move inside me a little more. His thickness is starting to stretch me and there’s a slight dull ache, but it’s nothing I can’t handle. His tongue against mine mixed with the feeling of him slowly sliding inside is causing an emotional response.

  I’m feeling.

  I haven’t felt anything during sex since Danny and I love the feeling I’m getting from Rock.

  He slowly slides in all the way making me break our kiss as I exhale forcefully with the pleasure of his length fully inside me now. I open my eyes briefly to see him staring at me while we both pant.

  “Are you okay?” he asks and I nod emphatically. I’m better than okay. I’m fucking fantastic!

  “I’m good, keep going,” I murmur and he leans in kissing me quickly.

  “Tell me if I hurt you,” he says and I look in his eyes. No one has ever said that to me, wanting to make sure I’m okay. It makes my heart flutter that he cares enough about me to even ask. He moves inside me slowly, letting me become accustomed to his size. “Fuck you’re so wet, you feel amazing,” he whispers against my lips.

  I moan while he moves his hips further into me, he’s so deep I can feel it in the base of my tummy. He pulls back and pushes in slowly again. I tighten my grip on his shoulder blades while he places his full weight on me and his mouth comes back to mine. His soft lips caress me as his tongue searches for an opening. I give it to him while he moves back out and inside me again. His pace is increasing slowly and we’re starting to work up to a rhythm. My hips start to move in time with his and he groans into my mouth sending a vibration through me, which sets me on fire. I tighten my legs around his waist pulling him tightly to me. He takes the hint and starts to move faster, knowing I’m now open enough to let his cock slide in and out of me with ease. The more he moves, the more the friction of his cock inside my core is making me pant. My breathing is as rushed as is his while we start to work together toward our impending climaxes.

  “Fuck me, Rock,” I moan and a rumble emanates from his chest as he takes my hand and holds it high above my head entwining our fingers. My heart explodes with excitement as his fingers lace with mine. His free hand runs down my thigh and then pulls on it as he leans back slightly. I wonder what he’s doing when he places my leg over his shoulder and leans back down stretching my leg back toward my head. I gasp at the deep penetration while he rocks back and forth inside me working me higher and higher. I grip his hand so tightly as we moan with each thrust. I’ve never really been a vocal during sex, but Rock is making it impossible for me not to be loud. My free hand is gripping his shoulder blade so tightly that my fingernails are digging into his skin. He groans and forces his tongue inside my mouth and kisses me strongly and with such passion that it makes me feel weak. He pushes deeply inside me rocking his hips in such a way that every thrust hits my g-spot and makes me so close to coming it’s torture.

  Moving inside me quickly, it’s safe to say that we’re now fucking. It’s fast and hard and it’s making my body quiver. The pace of his motions is so quick that I can barely breathe, but I love every second of it. In and out, in and out. My thigh is starting to ache a little and as if on cue he notices and pulls my leg down. I mourn the loss of the deep penetration, but it’s nice to have his chest back on mine. I wrap my legs around his arse again and his hand tightens on mine while his other holds him above me. He starts to rotate his hips on the thrust in and it makes me gasp and then moan as the feeling is intense. Instantly my body starts to tense up. My muscles are tightening in preparation for their release. My body starts to shake with his rotating thrusts. I feel like I
’m basking in a vast wave of heat as all my nerve endings start to fire off. The sparks shooting between us could set the bed on fire, it’s certainly setting me on fire. My body coats with a fine mist of sweat and my breathing is rushed and harsh. I shake violently as I clench my eyes closed tight and force my head back into the pillow while my body arches.

  “Rock,” I moan and he thrusts into me deeper, hard and fast knowing I’m right there. I moan loudly, almost screaming as my body tightens so tight even my toes are curling, and then I explode with a wave of pure bliss. I see stars as Rock pounds inside me faster and faster.

  “Oh fuck,” he moans and his mouth crashes back to mine while I’m still coming down from the high. His tongue glides inside my mouth and he pushes in me so deep that my breath hitches again and I feel the intensity returning. He works me up quickly and I recognise the feeling creeping up on me. I haven’t felt like this for five long years, but the feeling is unmistakable. I grip onto him as tight as I can preparing for another mind shattering orgasm and as it hits me, my pussy tightens so tight that Rock groans loudly into my mouth and his eyes clench tight as he blows his load into the condom with a drawn out moan as we both come together. He rests his forehead on mine and we both try to calm our breathing while his body slowly stops moving. I open my eyes to see his still clenched tight. I smile and tighten my core and he winces, his whole body jolting. His eyes open to see me smirking at him and he smiles.

  “You’re evil,” he says, so I clench my muscles again forcing him to jolt one more time.

  “Fuck woman.”

  I giggle slightly as he lets go of my hand and brings it in to caress my face. The feeling of his skin on mine is making me want to stay in this spot for the rest of forever. Feeling his skin against mine is the best feeling I’ve had in as long as I can remember, and I just hope that this is the start of something special. He looks into my eyes, and I stare into his one green and one blue eye, and the allure of them has me wanting to start this all over again.