Pick (Recoil Rock #1) Page 7

  “You wait till you see me on stage, you’re panties are gonna be so wet—”

  She bursts out laughing and rolls her eyes. “One… they’re called knickers here, and two… you have tickets on yourself, big guy.”

  Laughing, I lean in kissing her cheek with a smile. “Hold onto your knickers, Candy.” I waggle my eyebrows up and down and turn walking off toward the stage.

  Stepping up to the bar, I sit down as the band continues to set up. Techie smiles at me over-zealously, and I roll my eyes. “What?”

  “He likes you.”

  Scoffing, I shake my head. “No shit Sherlock, for a genius you’re not that smart. But we all know that!”

  He frowns and tilts his head. “You’re a Snappy Sandy tonight. What’s up your twat?”

  I roll my eyes again. “Danger… I don’t know what to make of him.”

  “He’s a rocker from America… bad boy persona, bit of a douche… all that stuff. But isn’t that why the ladies will love him?” Techie quips.

  “You’re a douche. But seriously, I need to be careful, right? I mean I am club property. I can’t just hang around guys who aren’t brothers.”

  Techie swivels to face me and sighs. “Lunar, look, I know Steel finding Willow has been hard on you. I also know you wanted things with him to go further, but he’s really invested in Willow. You need to let Steel go. I’m sorry babe, but he’s let you go. And if Danger is willing to show you a good time, and Steel has loosened his grip on you, then take the reins and run girl. It’s not often club girls can be in the club and explore other options. Steel being VP and letting you do what you want is a blessing in disguise. Don’t be disappointed… be happy that you have your freedom now. You can either… stay in the club and be open to the brothers… trust me we’d love to have you back… or, you can branch out and start looking at the bigger picture. I’m going to get in trouble for saying this, but there’s more to life than the club, especially for women. The men… we’re in it for life. But for you, you can get out. With Steel moving on I think that option’s a good one for you, Lunar. I’m not saying that because I want you gone, I’m saying it because I know you, and seeing Steel with Willow all the time will eat at you, girl. You gotta let go.”

  Swallowing hard, I nod. I know he’s right. Seeing Steel get cozy with his new flame is more difficult that I had imagined. I’ve loved Steel since I was seventeen, but that love has never been returned. I have to let him go, and if that’s me letting go of my fear, stepping out of my comfort zone and trying something new with someone a little more dangerous, then maybe I need to do that. Danger thinks I didn’t call him because of his ex drama, but I also didn’t call because of mine. Maybe together we can forget about each other’s pasts and move toward something nice together. Or maybe it will just be a fling while he’s in Australia. Either way, he will be a nice distraction.

  “Okay, maybe I’ll live a little more, try something new, see where the road takes me and all that jazz.”

  “That a girl. Bartender, a round of shots. We’re celebrating!”

  “We are?” I ask raising my eyebrow.

  He nods. “To your new found freedom.”

  “To my freedom.”

  The bartender slides two tequila shots in front of us, and I grin at Techie as we pour the salt on our hands preparing for the shot. The hum of tuning guitars filters through the bar, and my heart rate spikes as I get excited waiting to finally hear Danger’s singing voice.

  The crowd trickles in slowly, and I swivel on my stool to face the stage. The crowd isn’t huge. Some are seated in the booths, some at the bar, a few on the dance floor and others are standing around. It seems just like any other night in a typical bar.

  Danger steps up to the mic and clears his throat. Everyone looks up to the stage while he smiles a knicker-dropping grin out to the patrons. I draw my bottom lip in with my teeth as even I squirm on my seat watching that smile.

  “Hey Adelaide, we’re Recoil, and we’re gonna blow your fucking minds!” he calls out.

  The crowd laughs, even some people cheer. Danger furrows his brows like he was expecting everyone to erupt into a frenzy of elation or something. He nods back to the drummer, and he kicks in the beat and then the music begins. As it filters off through the bar, the sound is amazing, euphoric even. It flows through me making the hairs on my arms stand to attention. Their sound is electrifying, and I love it.

  Danger steps up to the mic and what happens next sets my soul on fire. His voice echoes through the mic and sweeps into my pores, flooding my veins, filling me up with warmth, like smooth honey being dripped all over me and then he’s licking it off so sexually it’s driving me crazy. I can’t even imagine how someone’s voice can sound so erotic, and so haunting, and so goddamned perfect at the same time. He’s mesmerizing, and as I stare at him moving around the stage and commanding that everyone pay attention the entire room shifts and watches.

  All eyes are on the band as the area fills with an electrical charge that flows through the air, flicking from one person to the next, connecting us all with the lyrics he sings and the energy he performs with. This guy’s a magician and he has us all under his spell.

  My breathing becomes short and sharp as I stand up in fascination and make my way through the crowd. I stand in the middle of the dance floor right at the front so I can appreciate the full experience of his power. He’s drawing me in, and I can’t help but watch him as his voice works its way into my very core. It’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced in my life as I get lost in his voice.

  I chew on my lip nervously as my legs clench together to dull the ache while watching Danger. His slick moves and deep gravelly voice only help my experience as I get lost in a trance.

  They’re about half way through playing a set and they’re flawless. You wouldn’t even know they’ve been on a break from performing for the past year. These guys are so pitch perfect that the energy flowing through the room is euphoric. The sounds reverberating through my chest make my heart pump faster as the melodies and beats of their metal rock sound pulse through my veins.

  I’ve always loved this style of music, but this—their sound—is amazing. How they haven’t hit it big before, I’ll never know. But then after the music interlude, Danger’s deeply sensual voice breaks through as he sings the lyrics to their song. The words flowing effortlessly from his lips, rolling off his tongue in such a way that his mouth is caressing each word perfectly. I have first-hand experience with how he can caress with that mouth, and those words are in heaven right now.

  My thighs clench tightly together as I watch him perform on stage. He’s a consummate entertainer, oozing sex appeal and the crowd is eating it up. The women love him.

  He was fucking right, though, goddamn it—my knickers are soaked just watching him. He’s a master at making me want to fuck him while he sings. All I can think about is how he’s stroking the mic stand and how I’m jealous of it. How I wish his fingers were caressing my skin like that, and teasingly edging up and down my side as he kisses me sensually. I want to feel what it’s like to have him pulsing inside of me, as I dig my nails into his back wondering if his skin underneath that shirt is covered completely in tattoos like his neck and arms are. I’m betting every inch of him is covered. I’m also betting more of him is pierced than just his tongue. I like my men a little rough. Hell, I’ve grown up with bikers. I’m used to tattoos and dominance. I crave it, and Danger oozes all of the above.

  Shaking my head as he sings the last of his song, my thighs clench firmly together needing him to touch me. I’m not sure if I can hold out tonight, I might be going back to his hotel with him. I might be letting go. And I might just let myself feel something for another man for once. What harm could it possibly do?

  He ends the song and spots me in the middle of the dance floor staring up at him. He smirks and hops off the stage right in front of me, our bodies almost touching. He’s breathing heavily from singing, and I’m breathing heavily fr
om watching him. I can’t contain myself any longer, I jump up into his arms wrapping my legs around his waist and cling onto him thrusting my lips to his. He’s tense as he holds me like he’s shocked by my actions, but quickly recovers and kisses me back gripping his fingers into my ass as he chuckles into my mouth. His tongue ring glides against my lips, and as I pull back I look him in the eyes with a smile.

  “Like the show?” he asks.

  I smile and nod. “Can I come back to your room?” I ask forwardly.

  He swallows hard, his smile falling and his face turning serious. “You wanna come back to… talk?” he asks raising an eyebrow.

  I shake my head slowly from side to side chewing on my bottom lip. “I don’t want to talk. I want to forget. I think you want to forget too, and I think we should help each other with that.”

  He purses his lips and takes a deep breath as his cock hardens against my pussy where it’s pressing against him. “Pretty sure I can handle a night of forgetting.”

  “Good.” Leaning in, I kiss him again and his mouth connects with mine as his tongue dances along to an imaginary rhythm. Danger’s kisses are hypnotic. A flutter starts in my belly sending butterflies into a flurry. A slight buzz of electricity threatens to fizzle in the air around me. Seriously, I could kiss this man for hours.

  Danger pulls back and groans slightly as he pulls my bottom lip between his teeth gently. “I gotta go pack up, but then you can come back to the hotel in the van with us if you want?”

  I slide down his body until my legs hit the floor. “Don’t take too long, I don’t want this buzz to wear off.”

  He smiles and leans in pecking my lips again, then races off back to the stage.

  Exhaling at the thought of being with Danger, I go find Techie to tell him I’m not coming back to the club tonight—he’s at the bar flirting with a blonde. Rolling my eyes, I glance back at him as he spots me then walks away mid-sentence from his conversation with said blonde. I smirk as she turns with a shocked look on her face, and then she scowls as he stops right in front of me. She obviously thinks he ditched her to go home with me instead. Truth be known Techie wouldn’t have gone home with said blondie anyway, not when he has an array of club girls to choose from back at the clubhouse.

  “Having fun with the bimbo?” I ask.

  He raises his eyebrow and puckers his lips.

  “Huh?”

  “The blonde… you know, the girl you were just talking to?”

  He shrugs and lets out a muffled groan. “Pfft… oh her… I’d forgotten about her already. She was a stage nine clinger, I was looking for an out anyway,” he tells me.

  I let out a fit of giggles.

  He looks to the stage where Danger and the guys are clearing up their gear. “So you and Danger, huh?”

  “Yeah. I’m ah… going to go back to the hotel with the band. After party and all that. Okay for me to stay out tonight?”

  Techie raises his eyebrow and cocks his head. “Lunar, you do not need to ask my permission. You’re not Steel’s girl and you’re allowed to stay out if you want to. Have fun. Just be safe if you know what I mean?” He winks and smirks, and I smack his chest playfully.

  “I know what you mean.”

  “Good girl. They were damn good tonight. They’re going places, I can see it.”

  I look back to the guys who are laughing as they pack up. “You think so?”

  “I know so.”

  Danger comes bounding over, his muscles rippling as he jogs, the vision a sight to behold. “What do you think, Techie?” Danger asks wrapping his arm around my shoulders.

  “Good brother, very good.”

  “So you’ll keep representing us?”

  Techie laughs. “Well, yeah! I guess for the moment I am kinda like your manager. And yes, I’m suitably impressed. I’ll have your schedule to you tomorrow. But for now, I gotta go get me some club pussy.”

  I shake my head. “Say hi to Jess for me.”

  “Oh, I will, and Emma.” He waggles his eyebrows, and I shake my head pushing him as he walks away with a chuckle.

  “Heathen,” I murmur under my breath as Danger looks at me and chews on the side of his cheek.

  “Techie’s going to have a threesome with two club girls?” he asks.

  “Don’t over think it, Danger,” I tell him. I don’t want him thinking about me and the things I get up to at the club with the brothers.

  He exhales. “Okay, you ready to go?”

  Nodding, I wrap my arm around his waist and cuddle into his side. “Sure am.”

  We walk out of the bar through the back area. Ryan, Matt, and Nate have already come through with all the gear and are currently stacking it into the van. Danger lets go of me and starts helping them pile stuff in, so I figure I’ll help too rather than standing around like a groupie. I hand Ryan—I think his name is—a box.

  He smiles at me taking it gracefully. “Thanks, enjoy the show?”

  “Sure did. You’re really great on the guitar.”

  He nods his head and smiles wide. “Yeah, I am.”

  “Wow! And slightly modest, too.”

  He grabs another box. “Well pinky, when you’re as hot as me you can afford to be a little smug.” The twinkle in his eye lets me know he’s joking, and just by looking at him I can tell he doesn’t take life too seriously.

  He isn’t like Danger and the other two guys, as in drop dead gorgeous and bodies to drool over. Ryan is still well, built. His biceps are amazing, but he certainly doesn’t have abs of steel. To be honest, I think there’s a tiny beer gut under that shirt. He’s good looking, but he doesn’t have the knicker-soaking effect that Danger, Matt and Nate have. He’s the odd ball of the band, and I’m pretty sure he’s a little older than them too.

  “You certainly are hot. I can’t keep my hands off you. It’s like you have some crazy magnetism or something. I can’t control it!” I say and move my hands out in front of me like they’re being drawn to him, but I’m fighting the pull.

  He laughs as Danger smiles while continuing to pack the back of the van.

  “Alas my love, it’s not meant to be. For my best pal, Danger picked you up tonight. I’m all about bros before hos—”

  I scoff dropping my hands to my hips and tilting my stature with a smirk. “Did you just call me a ho?”

  He chuckles. “Nah, you misheard me. I didn’t get to finish my sentence.”

  “Oh, go on, please. This should be good,” I tease.

  “I was gonna say bro’s before hotties, ‘cause you know you’re so fine and all that.”

  Danger shakes his head and chuckles as I purse my lips. “Much better. I think with words like that, you and me, Ryan… we’ll get along just fine.” I put my hand out for him to shake. “Lunar… I’m with Danger, but I’ll be nice to all of you. I’ll only bite when you call me a ho.”

  He chuckles. “Ryan. This is Matt and Nate. You tell them apart by the tattoos, and Nate does this little thing with his nose when he gets emotional. He screws it up like a little girl and—”

  “Shut up, ass fucker, I do not!”

  “See there… did you see it!” Ryan blurts out and I smirk because I actually did see it.

  Laughing along with Matt and Danger, Nate scowls as he places his tom-tom in the van. I swallow and take a deep breath. I’m going to like these guys.

  “Nice to meet you… all of you,” I say.

  Danger comes back around to stand by me. “Now stop flirting with my girl, and let’s get back to the hotel. I have better things to be doing,” Danger chides.

  My eyes open wide at his words my girl.

  “Yeah, yeah, you’re just jealous ‘cause she likes me more,” Ryan teases hopping into the back of the van.

  I smirk as Danger rolls his eyes and we follow him in, while Nate and Matt slide into the front. The drive back to the hotel is a fun one with plenty of witty banter between Ryan and me. It seems like it’s easy and fun to pick on the others even though I don’t know
them that well. Ryan and I instantly have a brother-sister connection, and I like him immediately. I could spend hours with him, and I think Danger’s loving our interactions because he’s sitting back watching us banter with each other with a giant smile on his face. It’s nice to see.

  We arrive back at the hotel and Nate parks the van. We file out into the underground garage and make our way to the elevators. Linking my arm through Danger’s, we ride the elevator as Matt and Nate argue about the importance of the reverb adjustment—I have no idea what they’re talking about—so I turn to Danger and he smiles at me as the door opens. We head out, and everyone files off in different directions heading to their rooms. I have to admit that I’m starting to feel a little nervous. Danger and I both know why I’m here and what’s going to happen in his room tonight. There is no denying that. I just hope I’m enough for him.

  “Night guys,” I call out.

  Ryan winks at me, while Nate and Matt continue to argue not even noticing that I’ve spoken.

  Danger swipes the key to his room and I take a deep breath. The hairs on my arms are standing on end with the adrenalin that’s pumping through my system. The door clicks open and he looks at me before he pushes the door wide and we head inside. The room’s light is off, but the bedside lamp is on giving the room a charming ambiance, almost romantic. I smile as we walk in. The silence is deafening as my pulse drones constantly in my ears. My body’s already throbbing in all the right places. He turns to face me and takes me in his arms wrapping them around my waist pulling our bodies together. I slide my arms around his neck looking straight into his eyes.

  “You’re so fucking beautiful, you know that?”

  Smiling, I bite my lip. No one has said that to me in a very long time. In fact, I can’t remember the last time anyone said that to me so I answer with an anxious, “Thank you.”

  “You know… you’re looking very nervous. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do.”

  I love that he’s said that. It just makes me want him even more because I know how much he wants me. The fact that he’s willing to give it up and wait, makes me realize how much of a good guy he really is.