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  “Surprise,” he says confusing me.

  “What the hell is this? Are you seriously showing me the room you’re going to be spending time with Sarah in?” I ask feeling really angry and hurt that he’d do this to me.

  “What?” he asks seemingly confused.

  “I heard you on the phone, telling Sarah you’d meet her in the luxury suite at midday, and according to that clock on the wall Sarah will be here any minute,” I reply and start to head toward the door.

  “Are you serious right now?” Colt asks and I scoff at him.

  “Are you? What kind of jerk shows his girl… friend, whatever I am, the room he’s going to be sleeping in with another woman? You’re a real arsehole you know that, Colt?” I open the door and start to storm out of the room. He grabs my arm and pulls me back inside slamming the door shut behind me, and then pinning me to it with his body. His face is an inch away from mine and my breathing quickens at the surge flowing between us. He leans in and kisses me hard, his hands on either side of my face holding me strongly in position. His tongue forces its way into my mouth while I try to struggle against him. He moves in closer so his erection is painfully obvious as it pokes into my abdomen.

  What the hell is he doing?

  I start to bang my fists against him, and he takes his hands from my face and grabs my wrists and forces them up beside my head against the door. I try to fight against him, but he’s persisting on kissing me. I fight as best I can, but my steady resolve is quickly weakening and I feel that undeniable ache for him, that strong magnetism he has pulls me into him as I succumb to his kiss. I flick my tongue against his while he eases the tension between us. My breathing is heavy as is his, when he slowly parts our lips. He rests his forehead on mine while I close my eyes tightly kicking myself for giving in to him so easily – again.

  “You’re so jealous right now aren’t you?” he whispers into my ear as he nips on my ear lobe.

  “No, you can sleep with whomever you want,” I reply wriggling my wrists in his grip.

  “Yeah right, just like you’ll sleep with whomever you want,” he says making me want to slap him. I try to free my right hand from his grasp, but he’s way too strong for me.

  “You’re a prick, Colter Slade,” I bellow as a tear starts to form in my eyes.

  He exhales and rests his forehead against mine again, “I’m sorry, that was uncalled for—”

  “You’re damn right it was—”

  “Lia, shut up,” Colt berates, taking me aback. “Sarah is the receptionist at the desk downstairs, I rang the hotel from the jet and Sarah answered.”

  “Good for you, now let me go,” I reply still struggling against him.

  “Will you hold still? Sarah set this room up for me and you, Lia, not for me and her. I asked her to give us a suite next to the penthouse so we’re still with the band but in a room on our own, where no one can hear or interrupt us. This is my version of normal, Lia. I’m trying to give you normal,” he says making my heart skip a beat.

  Fresh tears sting my eyes. “So, Sarah—”

  “Is just the receptionist who helped me put this together for you,” he interrupts.

  “Then why did you ignore me on the jet and in the Hummer after our fight? Why wouldn’t you tell me?”

  “Because I thought you were still angry with me and I didn’t want to do or say anything else to piss you off even more. The last thing I want is to push you away, Lia. I need you with me. I’ve only ever been in one relationship before and that didn’t turn out well for me. I don’t know what I’m doing. So, I thought I’d give you some space. Like you said I don’t do normal, I don’t know what that is. But I’m trying with you, because I want to be normal for you,” he says as my heart swells. A tear runs down each cheek and he lets my wrists go and wipes away my tears with his thumbs. I wrap my arms around his neck and he holds on to me tightly.

  “I’m sorry,” I apologise as I nuzzle into his chest.

  “No baby, I’m sorry. I know this world is new to you, but I’ll be here every step of the way making sure you’re okay.” I nod and let him lead me back into the beautiful suite. I smile for the first time in hours.

  He did all this for me?

  I shake my head as he picks up a strawberry and takes a bite. Then he puts it to my mouth and I take a bite.

  He smiles that gorgeous smile that touches his eyes. “I’m sorry I didn’t talk all this through with you, and I’m sorry you thought I was going to have sex with another woman. Lia, since I met you, I haven’t and I won’t ever touch another woman. You’re different... special and I wanna see where this goes with us,” he confesses as he leans in for an embrace.

  “I’m sorry too, the things I said to you—”

  “No, I deserved it, and lets not dwell on that, because right now, I wanna make normal love to a normal woman, in the most normal way possible,” he says grabbing my arse and lifting me up onto him. I squeal and wrap my arms around his neck while he carries me to the king sized bed and lays me down on the soft quilt which is covered in rose petals and kisses me passionately.

  Colt made love to me slowly and passionately in our suite. He was so gentle and caring making sure that I was completely satisfied in every way. I’m lying in the tangled mess of sheets on my back with my eyes closed just relaxing. Colt’s laying on his side facing me propping up his head with his hand while his other hand is stroking my hair. I’m so relaxed and calm, which is much better than I was three hours ago on that stupid jet. He leans down and kisses my temple making me smile.

  “You’re awake?” he asks softly.

  I exhale. “Barely, you’ve worn me out,” I reply as I open my eyes to see him looking straight at me. He moves in and kisses my lips.

  “I think it’s you who’s worn me out. How am I supposed to be an entertaining rock God on stage in a few hours, if all I can think about is you?”

  I bite my lip and smile. “Well, I guess you’d better get back in the game, your fans need you,” I point out with a smirk.

  “I want you to need me,” he declares looking at me with an intense stare. I swallow a lump in my throat. He’s being completely serious.

  “I think I do, maybe just a little bit,” I use my fingers and show him the space between them and then beam a smile.

  “Good, because I want all your thoughts, all your emotions and all your sexual experiences from now on. I don’t want another man to enter your thoughts, do you understand?”

  I look at him with my eyebrows creased together, I’m a little confused.

  What is it exactly he’s asking of me?

  “I… I don’t know what you mean.”

  “Lia, you’re only for me to have, no one else can touch you, and you can’t touch or think or… be with anyone other than me. Okay?”

  I smirk at him. “Colt is that your weird way of asking for us to be exclusive?”

  “Baby, we were exclusive the moment you walked into my life. No, this is more than that. I’m not a fan of the whole boyfriend thing, that’s nothing but a label. I need you to be mine and everything you do, have and think will belong only to me. No one else can have anything from you, and to be honest I’m not really asking. I’m telling you – you’re mine, Lia,” he commands and then leans down to kiss me.

  I kiss him back, but I’m confused by what he’s asking. He moves on top of me pinning me to the bed. Our kiss deepens while he takes my wrists and holds them next to my head.

  I love it when he does that.

  He pulls his lips away and rests his forehead on mine.

  “So, I’m confused,” I say as he smirks at me.

  “Mmm?”

  “So, you’re not my boyfriend, but we’re completely exclusive in every way and I can’t touch or even think about anyone else, is that right? Is that what you’re telling me?

  “Mhum,” he murmurs while he slowly kisses my neck down to my collarbone.

  “So, then I think the same should go for you. No touching or thinkin
g about anyone other than me. You belong to me as much as I belong to you?” He kisses back up my neck towards my cheek.

  “Mmm,” he murmurs again as his soft lips brush mine.

  “So, then isn’t that pretty much what a relationship is all about?” I murmur through his tender kisses.

  “Lia, I don’t know how to do a relationship. I’ve had one and it failed… miserably, so – no, we’re not in a relationship, but we are exclusive. There’s no one else for you, Lia, only me from now on, no exceptions.”

  “But isn’t being mutually exclusive, the same as being in a relationship?” I ask as he leans back in to kiss my neck.

  “Not necessarily.”

  “Colt, I don’t understand your logic?”

  “You don’t need to baby, just abide by it,” he says lightly sucking on my ear lobe.

  “Abide by it? What am I twelve?” I ask as he rocks his hips into me.

  That is really distracting.

  “I bloody hope not,” Colt replies with a chuckle.

  “Be serious,” I say as he rocks into me again waking my body back to life.

  How does he do that?

  “I am being serious, Lia. I want you. All of you and you can have me, but this is the way it has to be. It’s this or nothing baby,” he advises leaning in to kiss me again. I feel his cock harden on top of me as he pushes in between my legs. He bites my bottom lip while his tip reaches my now soaking wet opening.

  How does he do that? It’s like he flicks a switch inside me.

  “You want me, Lia?”

  “No I don’t, not like this,” I reply as his tip slips inside me. I moan slightly at the contact.

  Focus Lia, bloody focus!

  “Yes you do, don’t lie to me. You can say anything you want, but your body will tell me the truth. You want this, Lia, and you can have all of me. Just say that you’re willing to give yourself over to me,” he says and forces himself in a little further. I moan as he kisses my neck seductively.

  “Colt,” I murmur.

  “Yes baby?” he answers sliding into me completely.

  “Ahh.”

  “That’s right moan for me, Lia,” he says picking up a rhythm. I can’t think properly, I don’t want to let him win this one, but I’m losing the battle, and quickly.

  “Colt, I…”

  “Oh Lia,” he says and thrusts into me deeply. His mouth crashes to mine as he works us both up. I’m really finding it hard to concentrate, his movements are so tantalizingly good that he’s starting to make me shudder.

  “Oh God, don’t stop,” I murmur, before I can help myself.

  “This can be all yours, Lia. Just agree to be mine and you can have this anytime you want,” he says through his kisses. “Be mine, Lia.” He thrusts deeply into me causing my breath to catch, and in this moment I’ll do anything for him.

  “I’m yours,” I whimper through staggered breaths.

  “Mine,” he says sternly and then his tongue is against mine as he continues to pound into me. This is hard, and brutal, nothing like the gentle love making from a little while ago. But I don’t care. I love it either way, and there’s something about dominant Colt that drives me insane. He thrusts into me hard and fast, and I can’t keep up with him. He has my hands pinned either side of my head and it’s so strange not to be able to touch him. A fine coat of sweat builds up on us both as he takes what he wants. His lips come back to mine and a pressure is building within me. I start to tingle and shake as he groans animalistic into my mouth. I move my legs so they wrap around him and he holds my wrists a little tighter. Thrusting deeply inside me he makes my whole body pulse with a heat and electricity I’ve only ever felt for him. The pleasure engulfs me and I moan so loudly I’m shocked as I’m overcome by a powerful climax.

  “Oh, God, Colt,” I shout out as he builds up the pressure.

  “Again,” he groans into my mouth and I know what he wants, so I let go as he works me up for the second time. He’s starting to jolt so I know he’s close. I clench my muscles together and he exhales loudly as his mouth collides with mine while he works us both up to the impending orgasm. He moves faster and deeper and I feel heat burning me, it’s so hot. I know I’m right on the edge as he pounds into me until I can’t stand it any longer. My body tingles and my breathing hitches while he jolts inside of me.

  “You’re mine,” he says as I let go at the same time he does and we both groan in pure unadulterated pleasure while we climax together. He continues to rock inside me slowly as we come down from our high.

  “Yours,” I say breathlessly as he rests his forehead against mine and then gently kisses my lips. He lets one of my wrists go and moves his hand to caress my cheek.

  “There, that wasn’t so bad was it?” he asks.

  “Ha, you don’t play fair, Colter Slade,” I reply, making him chuckle.

  “No baby life’s not fair, but I’ll always play with you.”

  “Now you’re just twisting my words.”

  “What? You wanna play naked Twister, sure Lia anything you want.”

  I giggle. “You’re a right git you know that?”

  He chuckles and pulls out of me rolling onto the bed. “Yep I know.” He kisses me on the cheek and then gets up and walks to the en-suite.

  “You coming?” he turns back and asks me.

  I smile and jump up out of the king sized bed with petals falling everywhere as I swipe them away from my body and walk into the en-suite with him. He leans into the massive shower and turns on the water. My legs feel like jelly they’re so wobbly, so I lean up against the basin.

  “You okay?”

  I nod and smile. “Just a bit wobbly. You kinda have that effect on me.”

  “Well you kinda have that effect on me too,” he says taking me into his bulging tattooed arms and kissing me on the head. “C’mon in we get.” I swallow a lump and step in with him. I’ve never had a shower with anyone before, not even Joseph. He was majorly against it whenever I’d bring it up. He said it was unclean for two people to shower together. What a crock of shit!

  Colt pulls me in to his chest. He’s taller than me so he rests his chin on the top of my head as I wrap my arms around his naked muscular frame.

  “Colt?”

  “Mmm.”

  “Thank you.”

  “For what?”

  “For mission liven up Lia and for helping me be a little more spontaneous.”

  He chuckles. “You’re welcome. Plus I really like seeing you naked, so I think we’re even,” he says with a smirk. I scoff a giggle and slap him on the chest. He grabs my wrist and holds it to his chest over his heart. My heart skips a beat as the gesture is both beautifully sweet and dominant at the same time, the two things I’m beginning to really like about him. He brings my hand up to his mouth and kisses it. I bite my bottom lip as he lets go of my hand. I keep the palm of my hand pressed against his chest and a moment passes between us as he looks deep in my eyes. I feel giddy as I stand in the shower, the warm water rushing over my back as he leans in and kisses me. My arms wrap around his waist tightly while he leans me back into the water to wet my hair. This is so sensual. Moving me out of the water he takes out some of the hotel body wash and lathers it up in his large hands and then he caresses my skin, so softly with his slightly rough fingers. The feeling is a sensation overload. I close my eyes as his hands work over my breasts, he pays special attention to my nipples, and I know that’s more for him than for me. His hands run down my sides and to my hips, so slowly it’s mesmerizing. I feel like I’m in a trance with Colt’s hands working some sort of voodoo magic on me. His hand slides from my hip to the inner part of my thigh. My breathing hitches as I stand there with my eyes closed while Colt washes me. Gliding his hand slowly up my thigh and to the sweet spot he desires most, he rubs in some body wash making me tingle with his touch. Following the curves of my body his hand glides back up my hip and around to my arse. His hands caress my cheeks, up my spine, and back to my shoulders. I’m so
relaxed right now that I could actually fall asleep at his sensual touch. He spins me around so my back is toward him and he moves in behind me, his entire body against mine. He slowly moves me forward into the water and the feeling of his hands caressing my skin while the water washes off the body wash, is invigorating.

  Why have I never done this before?

  But then again I doubt Joseph could ever be this sensual, in fact Joseph wasn’t even very sexual. Not like the rock God standing behind me. Colt spins me around again and this time I open my eyes to see him looking at me.

  “Enjoying yourself?” he asks, with a smirk.

  “U-huh,” I mumble, as I get lost in his gorgeous eyes.

  Yep, I’m definitely in a trance.

  “You thought that was good, then wait for this,” he says making me look at him in confusion. He leans over and grabs the shampoo bottle, pours a little onto his hand and turns me around again. Then his fingers are in my hair and it’s like heaven to my scalp. I guess being a guitarist he should have talented fingers, and does he ever. He massages my scalp lathering it up, but being careful not to get any in my eyes. Using firm but delicate pressure he works both hands over my scalp. My eyes close again at his touch.

  Where did he learn how to do this? Wait don’t think about that, Lia!

  I shut my mind off and enjoy the soothing caress of the man I belong to. He rinses my hair and then does the same with the conditioner, massaging my head until I’m almost asleep.

  I stumble slightly as I jolt awake. Colt grabs hold of my arms tightly and chuckles.

  “Did I actually put you to sleep?”

  “Um no, I just felt so relaxed that I… um… okay, yeah I fell asleep. So sue me,” I reply turning around and cuddling into him. He chuckles as his arms wrap right around me while we stand in the shower holding each other until we both look like crinkled grandparents.

  Colt turns off the shower and I step out first on to the bathmat and grab a towel and hand it to him. He smiles and scruffs it through his hair. I grab another one and wrap my hair up in it and then wrap one around myself.